Christopher Niebres

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2010-07-02T19:46:00.000-07:00

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End of Thanksgivng Break pt.2

2009-11-28T22:42:00.000-08:00

So its almost the end of Thanksgiving break..

Today was really windy this morning and I could hear stuff falling from outside my house. sad.. Went to the mall today and kicked it with them. Not much happened today but another hype up to somewhere far. *sigh.. today wasnt so much fun. again.. I think someone's doing the same shit I'M doing right now, and feeling the same way that I feel right now.. feelin alone? nahh, atleast I can think about that then I'm fine.

Girly. Almost time for the big day? aha.. Hopefully the start of the day is a successful one. =/ I would hate myself for ruining it for us both. I just hope to God that I will not mess this up.. If everything flows the way that they should, then I can do nothing but cruise for the rest of my life.. ya digg? I'm Christopher Bascara B. Niebres and I love my girlfriend.

"Spotty loves Kimmy? =]

End Of Thanksgivng Break

2009-11-27T22:05:00.001-08:00

Well. It's almost the end of Thanksgiving break and I've been getting texts from Kim while she's in Mexico. But, it takes a while for the texts to receive and send. But I think it would be better if she does her own thing and not have to worry about texting her baby boy =] and Have Fun on the cruise to Mexico.

Hm.. Baby told me to blog everyday and she'll blog everyday. on her iTouch notes that is.. And she's gonna read em' all. Buuuut.. -_- i guess i didn't get to write 7 blogs. I suppose these last few blogs for Thanksgiving break is an update every few days to tell what happened the last few hours or days on what I've been doing? hm.. MODER WAREFARE 2

NEW: I'll try to end this short blog with something nice and what just happened a couple of minutes ago.. =/ uhm.. well, It was BLACK FRIDAY today and I didn't sleep at all. got to the city on Haight ST. and I didn't really get shit until the end of the day. I bought some Jordan XII's and a new hat. Thats about it.. *sigh.. So just a few minutes ago or better yet an hour or so? um.. I kinda got maaad at the girly for getting a lil "chunnky". That's what she claims and I thought it was real and she likes being that way. I really don't want you that way baby guurl. Stay the way you are? please? well thats about it to end the night.

"An argument on BLACK FRIDAY"

-Shpot

New Shit =]

2009-11-24T23:50:00.000-08:00

OMG. I have NOT posted in years! I'll make it up right now =]

It's Thanks Giving break and Kimmy's on a cruise to Mexico.. =/ *sigh.. The bad things are is that she can't text me as much and or i can't text HER as much.. OR at all even. It costs moola. BS . The girly told me to write everyday until she gets back from her WONDERFUL THANKS GIVING BREAK VACATION while I stay in Vallejo. =] oooohh goodie!

I have to say, I miss her a lot and it hurts not communicating with her AT ALL on break. Because last year before we went out, I spent the thanks Giving break over at my cousins place and I texted my baby guurl the WHOOOLLE break. 24/7! *sigh.. Hopefully she's not doing any bad stuff or talking to any guys. Because we both agreed not to mess around while we are both away. So yeah, tomorrow's a new day! =]

Love ya, -Shpotty

2009-08-13T20:24:00.000-07:00

Anniversary Date with Kimmay in the cittaaay! :)

WAS HELLA CRAAAACKIN! =] IT WAS FUCKIN DOPE. SOO MUCH WALKING THOU! SJIET.. BUT YEAH, BABY GUUURL WE SHOULD DO IT AGAIN! I LAAHHV YOUU! :)

2009-07-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

I want Pegs'

NYBD - TKYO from Eli Tokyo Jitensha-Jin on Vimeo.

July 20, 2009

2009-07-20T21:55:00.000-07:00

Check it.
chrisniebres.tumblr.com

"Maaan Spot, whhhy are you grounded? Ya babygirl's maaad.
Whats a summer without chillin' with your very own boyfriend? "

That is not the business.
♥kimmmy.

June 28, 2009

2009-06-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

I'm his lady. He misses me.

Biter status though!

"The blue V-neck and that necklace."

♥kimmmyn. was here!

2009-06-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

looky, looky

What up. Summer's been tiring for me since I had an exhausting week. Hiking up the mountain near the Chevy dealership from Blue Rocks Springs(Tues. and Thurs.) is soooo muhfuckin tiring. AND drumline? WTF kinda 1st week of summer is that. Oh and Friday for drumline practice all we did was, drum, lunch, and play 4 games of basketball non-stop. I can say it was fun, but at the end it's not worth it. Can't even explain how sore I am.. I NEED MY GIRLFRIEND TO MASSAGE ME! haha!

Today my kimniebres was suppose to be giving me a call around 10am this morning. I texted her 10min after I woke up from my sleeeeep. aha. She was like "awh shit" because she wanted to wake me up. haha, sorry baby. ^_^ after that, I was still tired I kinda had my eyes closed. but everytime I text back, that'll be the only time I would open my eyes. but then I waited for my girlfriend to call me. While I was waiting for an 1hr. I played some video games. I had to text back. THEN she called. ahah, she told me it was borrring and she was outside talkin to me. she wanted to call me back to yea. how was I like and WHAT was I wearing this morning? =/ hm.. OH! I showered and brushed my teeth, but I half-ass'd it. haha! and i was wearing a black Hundreds snapback, orange v-neck, black basketball shorts, and no socks. I was FEEELING PRETTTTY GRIMEYY. so like.. I was playin my video games and I see in the corner of my eye was MY GIRLFRIEND! X) WTF BABY?! HELLA HAPPY TO SEE HER! No details for the blogspot because its only between ME! AND HER!. X) Thaaaank Yoouuu babe for coming over today. Do it again soon?

Sexy Time is ALL the Time x)

2009-06-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

Dear Summer Vacation,

Don't let me down..?

2009-06-11T11:00:00.000-07:00

Fixie

Yesterday was the last day of school! :) Yees. Now is the time to kickit with friends and ride fixie's. Me and kimmy went to Best buys to get her new iPod touch. $400? damn. haha. After that went to the house to take a nap then went outside to ride my fixie and shtuff. :) Then went to the movies and watched "UP". :) that movie was a bit sad. but I recommend that you watch it. ^__^ And today Bethel is going to Corpus field to perform for Graduation. Get there around 1ish? yea. Here's some pics. enjoy

Gf's socks, haha.

2009-06-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

6.08.09

Happy 15th Birthdaaayyy Kimmmaaay! I LOVE YOU. I remember when I was 15 years old. =/ I wish I was young again.. I still am but not young enough. haha. Yea, I got her a Build-A-Bear from the mall a week ago. And it was sooooo weird and awkward? i think.. For someone like ME to walk into a kiddy store and make a Build-A-Bear. haha! Oh mann.. But whatever anything for my baybeh guurl right? ^__^ Yeeaaa. I got something that would represent me and for her time of need. Like say if I wasn't picking up any phone calls or replying to any text messages, she would have a mini version of ME! SPOTTY :). I had that bear LIGHTWEIGHT fitted tho? It was a scruffy teddy-dog, with lightweight shag-fur, birthday cake, birthday t-shirt, birthday kazoo, birthday banner, birthday bow, no pants or undies.. sorry, it also had a voice record of me saying happy birthday and i love you :), and it had a heart put into the scruffy. whenever you hug the scruffy you could feel the thump of the heart through out the bear. Ask Kimmy if you wanna see it. but I doubt that she'll let you play with it. BECAUSE THAT'S HER BABY NIGGA! AND DON'T TOUCH HER SHIT NIGGA. Yea, so that scruffy is kind of like me in a way? But every now and then when she gets lonely or misses her boyfriend she can hold Shpotty JR. :). hahaha! Happy birthday Kimmy your welcome for your mini Spotty, and I love you *muah. haha!

Tomorrow: is Shpotty and Kimmy's 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY! ^__^ Oh mann time flies by when your in love? aha. I'm sooo happy I made it this far with her. :) You don't even know how happy I am to realize that we've made 6 months being together. And I want to go on forever with Kimmy. :) Kimmy? Thank you soooo much for being my girlfriend! I'm soo fuckin HAPPY that your in my life right now. *sigh.. Baby? I looooovvveeeee yooouuuu ^___^

2009-05-31T20:26:00.000-07:00

Birthday City Hype =)

I'm fuckin SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD! =)
I don't wanna be seventeen. =/
I wanna be 5 or 6 years younger! >_<
Time flies by when your having sex with Kimmy Niebres. xD
haha! Shit, only 1 more year til' I'm EIGHTEEN! NOOOOO!!

Saturday: It was my Birthday outing thany thang to the CITAAAY with my family and my LOVELY MUTHAFUCKIN SEXY-ASS GIRLFRAAAYYYAND OF MINE ^____^ I woke-up got dressed and texted my girlfriend. She told me to pick her sexy ass up at her BF's house because her momma thinks she's with her BF. neeeegggaaaa syyyyyyyykkkkee bitch! haha! We picked her up and then headed toward Oakland airport to say our goodbyes to my cousin Rafael. =/ I'm really going to miss him. -___-, He's gone to Washington D.C. for a new job and to start his new life. =] I'm Happy for my cousin Raffy. But I'm sure gonna miss him, like it won't feel the same not seeing him around all the time.. He told me he's coming back around X-MAS time. So I'm looking forward to that. Now off to the Citaay. we brought Mimi with us because she wanted to come along, I didnt mind it was cool she came. =] Thanks Mi. I wanted to stop by "Kidrobot" first to get that out of the way since it was like, kinna far. I never been to kidrobot in SF. So Dad, Mom, Me, Kimmy, Mimi, and Dotty parked a block up from Haight St. haha =p Me and kimmy went down to this one store IDK what it was called but it didnt really have that many cool shtuff in there. next we stopped by stussy and say the dunk low SB's that i really wanted but I didnt wanna buy it. I kept my mind set on "The Hundreds". I checked out the shirts and hats at Stussy and they're some clothes that I hella want but I don't wanna buy, doesnt really make sense. aha? Next me and kimmy went to "TrUe" to check their shit out. Nigga.. I don't like it how they have The Hundreds shit there. Fuck them. nothing really there that caught my eye. Next store was True for womens. haha I didn't even know dude. There was a Hundreds rolling bag that I saw and I HELLLUUR wanted it. Throw down $200 for the damn thing. NEEXXXTTT was True shoe store. haha! HELLA BOO BOO ASS SHOES NIGGA! MY GOD.. Aye, I was hella tryna go to that smoke shop tho on haight. ^___^ fuuuck.. My parents and little brother plus my cousin was with me tho. Oh well next time. We finally stopped by Kidrobot. All I can say is that.. THAT PLACE WAS NOT HOW I EXPECTED IT TO BE! >_<>Nothing there cuhs! Just buy their crap online. After experiencing that. I went outside the store with my girlfriend to talk for a bit. Try to kill some time and wait for my parents to finish up. I found some leftover "CANDY" from Friday. throw it away mann.. Anyways, me and the lady smelled some food that was.. SOOOO EFFFING GOOD! Made my mouth all watery. And it made Kimmy's "watery" too. =p haha. Now we're off to union square to shop there instead. We got some parking and headed toward Urban outfitters. omg.. hahaha! There was this hobo nigga pacing outside of Urban saying,"GIMME A DOLLAR! GIMME A DOLLAR! GIMME A DOLLAR!" HAHAHA! Urban didn't have much. Just the same shit as always. They had this nice flannel. But I can't rock flannel, not me you see? Urban was boring.. We were really hungry so my mom decided to pick this Chinese restaurant that we're never been to? uh.. How bout some Subway instead? Oh but before going to that Chinese place, there was this hobo saying, "Go to school, go to college, and DON'T DO DRUGS" My dad was all like, "THAT NIGGER SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO HIS OWN ADVICE" haha! Got some subway and tried to go look for a seat so we can eat. I didnt wanna sit outside and eat because that's what hobos do. * holy shit I'm tired..Imma make this a little short. * We ate inside of BK but I had to buy something. I got some fries so no security would bother us. Then we all wen to "The Hundreds"! YAAAAY! I got HELLA stuff there yo! My mommy & Daddy got me 2 hats, 2 shirts, and 1 pair of shoes. Then my girlfriend bought me 1 shirt that matches The Hundreds shoes she bought me. ^______^ I love it. That shirt fits me perfect the most. Thank you babe. Then I bought myself 1 shirts and a pair of Hundreds board shorts! Yeeee! haha! So tired now.. Stopped by huF and checked their shit out. nothing really there. So me and Kimmy went to "forever 21". She got some nice tops. I wanted to get her something sexy from Victoria's Secret. =) But there wasn't really anything there. Its better to have NOTHING ON. ^___^

Almost done: Went to the top of BloomingDales to rest for a couple minutes. I didn't get my ears pierced! =[ fuuuuckin gay nigg.. My dad sid i can't get my ears pierced but i'm allowed to get a TATTOO whenever I want? O_o the hell mann? haha! I'll get a tat? Adam bomb perhaps? =) yeeaaa.. Alright on our way home and thinking of watching a movie. I wanted to watch UP but it was all sold out. damn. So we decided to watch "Drag me to Hell" It was a scary pop-up movie. Funny, and I didnt get it really. I'm stupid. After the movie called a ride home. We got home went in the house went up stairs and I tried all my clothes on, while my girlfriend just stared at me while I was half naked. =) sexy? *sigghh.. Getting to the end of he day now, and it's late. =/ We both had some long kissy time together.. I didn't want to stop by kissing her, I mean it was the fucking best..? ^__^ ahah. I laid my head on her lap.. God, I love her soo much.. It's unexplainable, IT'S CRAZY! I started to tear up out of nowhere because of how happy I am to love someone like this is just overwhelming and I just had to tear, and I teared again and again but she wiped my tears away..? then we laid side-by-side and I had one arm over her and she had one arm on me. =] We both started to sloely fall asleep.. I didn't want her to leave.. I wanted her to stay with me and not go anywhere! haha.. I'm in love with her. And I'm going to marry her someday, I PROMISE. Kimmy Niebres! I LOOOOVVVEEE YOOOOOOUUUU FOREVER & EVER & EVER & EVER & EVER & EVER & EVER Til' death do us part.

2009-05-31T19:14:00.000-07:00

Friday ~~night~~ evening

I'm fuckin SEVENTEEEEN YEARS OLD NEEGA! WTF?!?! Yee, anyways I went out with my family to the Cheese Cake Factory. I HELLA LOVED THE FOOD THERE! =) I wanted Kimmy to be with me and her future family on my Seventeenth Birthday Dinner at The Cheese Cake Factory. =/ I took some pics of how it went down. *sorry for the bad photos

UPDATE #2 LATER TONIGHT

2009-05-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday: things are really going downhill.. For me. I've started over and made a new beginning with my girlfriend.We both started fresh with each other. I wanted to prove to her that I could change who I am NOW, to the boy who she loved back in 120809. Iwas being successful in becoming that. I was on the right track; making her happy, making her laugh, doing the right things, making the right decisions, and all around just tryingto be with her til forever.. Everything was going great with her. I fucked up again.. I had to open my mouth once again and say something completely out of line. I shouldnt have done that. Everything that I have have up for, from the past couple weeks. All of the non-drama and having no more problems, living happy lives with each other is all gone now. Because of MY stupid thinking.. I failed.

Sunday: I thought I could talk it over with her again today, but it didnt work.. She was still mad at me. I don't want her being mad at me. I should try a lot harder to be smarter, and not act like a dumbass. Like seriously, NOTHING that I say or do, it doesn't make anything better. It just gets worse.. I might THINK that it's getting better but in reality it's not.

In the mid-day me and kim were talkin for a bit. I'm just trying to make things the way they were again. I'm really confident in myself that this would be the last time I ever mess up. I just want to let her know that I DO love Kim Niebres, and I DO appreciate everything that she give to me and everything that she does for me. I just have to show how much I love her a lot more. And tell her "Thank you Kimmy! I love you!" or something like "Aww babe? I love you, Thank you soo much =]" I should already been telling her that whenever I get a compliment or a gift from her. I should show her that I appreciate everything that she does for me.

Near the end of the day.. It was all good I guess. But she knows something I don't? And I don't.. I dont even know what I did wrong. I mean, I follow directions. Whatever you tell me I do it to the best of my ability. Everything just got fucked up, AGAIN.. What did I do wrong? I don't even know what I did wrong.. I'm miles away from getting in trouble, and I'm here already in trouble and I never knew it? I don't know.. There's this bitch that my girlfriend hates, and I've been staying away from that bitch for the longest time now.. I don't even remember when was the last ttime I talked to her. I swear I have NEVER talked to her in past 5 month period when I'm with Kimmy. I get warned for having someone's name put together with mine.. I'm miles away from that bitch that my girlfriend hates. And I get in trouble.. I get warned? I can't understand that.. For 5 months, I NEVER spoken with a girl that Kimmy hates. And just this evening i get warning that this will be the last time, and if this happens again.. "It's over" .. What if it WAS over.. And it wasn't even true. It was all lies.. I didn't even do anything. I am soo far away from any trouble, soo far away from any girl that my girlfriends hates.. and then this happens. I was making her happy, I hope.. by being with all family today for my god cousins birthday party. I wasn't near bitches that my girlfriend hates? I don't know what I've done wrong.. Maybe, I'M the one thats wrong. Just me.. maybe it always has.

I don't know what to do anymore..? My love to Kimmy Niebres is just wayyy too much that it won't be able to fit in all galaxies put together. THAT'S how much I LOVE I have for her. *sigh.. All I can do now is to pray that God doesn't separate us.. Because if God is love and we all have a plan in life? Then God would let me love her for eternity and spend the rest of my life her.

2009-05-19T23:58:00.000-07:00

yess

SMASHIN

ya fewl me?=]

2009-05-16T23:56:00.000-07:00

Spotty is HOTT!

2009-05-14T23:02:00.000-07:00

11:00pm

choppin it up lightweight this evening. =]

XxSpotIzKerazexX: Am I bad? ]=

ily x K I M: Superbad(:

Haha!

G'Nite

2009-05-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

Today

was okay I guess. I thought it was going to be at least a descent day for me, but nahh. I kept on thinking about what I did yesterday. I was feeling bad, and pretty much depressed the whole day? I couldn't stop thinking about it.. But I'm trying NOT to. Because if I do, it's just going to effect the people around me and that's not good. I'll try to move on from that. /= so now me and Kimmy has started over again. she gave me this ONE last chance to become who I was before and stop this drama. I have to earn her respect, trust, and especially her love back. So I'm going to earn back all of that.

"It's Time For Change"

2009-05-12T15:49:00.000-07:00

Bitchin

shit, again with the bitchin. Or I don't even though what it was, but I'll just accept it as yes I was bitchin. It'll be my fault. At lunch today was dumb. I ALWAYS have to start shit and THEN I would try to explain myself but it doesn't quite go with the flow with the conversation or argument.. IDK, I just make arguments, start problems, and make all this shit worse. Maybe I should just put a muthafuckin muzzle on my mouth so I won't have to open my mouth. Maybe it'll be better off that way, so I don't have to piss anyone off anymore. But yea, shit went wrong at lunch today. It started off small, THEN it gradually became worse because I continued to fuck around like that. I was just messin around? well, I get people pissed the fuck off when I try to mess with them. It doesn't come out right. Either when I'm messing around like that, and it turns out BAD? Or they just end up getting fed up with me and just hate me for annoying them to the limit.

So, after this shit happened. I was feelin REALLY bad.. I was feelin real bad at the fact that I continued to act up like that, and that I broke a promise. But who the fuck cares what I say? I say sorry; they don't give a fuck. I try to make it up; but it ends up happening all over again.And saying sorrys to patch up that wound is not gonna work. It's not acceptable. You've lost. I can feel that there's a gap in between us. And it continues to separate the both of us little by little, with everything that I have to say. And every time I do something wrong or stupid. All of the stupidity and selfishness and always bitchin at her is being filled into the gap separating me from her. I'm slowly losing her. And once I do? I can't be mad because I've lost her. I can't blame anyone BUT MYSELF. So one of these days, when it finally becomes too much and she can't take it anymore. She'll end it. So.. I better not cry at become all emotional when the time comes. Because, I've done this to myself..

2009-05-06T17:18:00.000-07:00

Hey bruh!

I'm sorry ..

2009-04-29T22:33:00.000-07:00

Yee

Hello. It's been a while. anyways.. aha, I've had a lot of shit happening lately to me. =/ I dealt with it by myself for a little. But then I got some help by my girlfriend and I talked it over with her. It helped. And I love her. soo...? My last weekend wasnt so hot, it was bullshittiest. And so was testing. well, not-so-much shitty. Good thing I've studied and did my homework, right? aren't you SUPPOSE to be doing that in the first place? its's like.. THE LAW? yea well I was pretty confident on my answers and what not. But I cheated on the Geometry part; lightweight. =] OH WELL NEGRO? shit.. haha, doesn't just about everybody want to pass? WTF EVER. anyways I'm starting to play video games again. My 360's working again. I did the hot towel trick. Hopefully it doesn't give me the red rings anytime soon. I'm tryna play Halo Wars. hah, sorry I'm kinda late on the updates of new games coming out. But oh well? If your not having fun, then your doing something wrong you GAY. forgot about my GAMERTAG: MuTeR 86 . Yawp get there.

OMG. school has to end like NOW cuhs cuhs! fuuck. I checked thou, we only got less than a month of school left and then we're through wiff school. And I'm getting my permit at the end of the year. ^_^ I'm happy. well that's it for today.

Goodbye

April 24, 2009

2009-04-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

♥

"It's eleven pm,

and i'm on the phone

with my girlfriend?"

Boredom kills.
Boredom kills.
Boredom kills.

♥kimmy was here.

Spring

2009-04-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

wow. almost the end of the school year now and I feel like I'm not ready to move on yet? I feel like my school year for 08-09 is NOT QUITE COMPLETE? =/ Like I wish I can re-do this year just because of drumline.. Shiiieeett.. it's always about drumline when I'm tryna blog. Always about ME feeling bad because I'm not in drumline. I only want to be in drumline for good.. That's it. But I'm not in drumline at the moment because I fucked up in the beginning. You know I was doing so good? hah, I had all my chops up during Fall Season. I mean like, I felt like I picked up where I left off in my previous year? 06-07.. Like right when I picked up a pare of sticks and strapped on my drum. I felt like.. I never lost anything? My drumming skills were dormant for a year, and all of a sudden I just released it when I touched those sticks and harnessed that snare again. I don't know how that happened

You know last year.. 07-08. I was a snare-tech for SPMS. WAS.. I don't really want to explain why I didn't stay a snare-tech for "Destiny of Choice", but I could tell you this..? The previous year before "Destiny of Choice". It was "Ocean's 11" year. Those were the days.. I'd trade it all just to re-live that year.. just-one-more-time. Yea, my drumming skills were the top of the line and I would have easily made BDB. I know right? But then there came freshmen year of Bethel. I didn't drum because I had some issues with the instructor. I didn't like the way he approached people with his technique or his knowledge of drumming. I didn't really give a fuck WHO he was. I didn't drum my freshmen year.. *updates later..

2009-04-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

~~blasted..~~
I don't FUCKIN know nigga! ughh..-_- Fuckin drumming yo, I can't get my shit back up at ALL! Oh fuck my life.. Shit, fuckin Dotty's getting his shit up. He just learned "The Lion King" the other day in 30mins. WTF?! oh fuck my life..

~~fuck my life~~

Hello

2009-04-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

Yo. What next? I'm at the end of my Spring Break and at the end of the Winter Season for Bethel. =/ I wished I could of been there on the floor with all of my brothers & sisters. I would trade it all just to be there on that floor. But you know? I have no one else to blame except me. Blame it on the Spot? uh huh.. OH and my brother's getting A LOT better now. You should check him out. *no homo He's like a sponge, just soaking up ALL the knowledge that I give him. He's gonna be great. Now, I have 2 years to make the best years of my drumming at Jesse Bethel that I can. I'm gonna give Bethel champs TWICE! I promise you guys that. OH; and btw?

I'm drumming in the spring. =] So, catch me in the lot.

2009-04-03T01:39:00.000-07:00

='[

My girlfriend's hurt.. oh no!

now

2009-03-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hello. I haven't actually blogged in quite a while. There are so many things that I've been thinking of lately that I'd just want to say.

Dotty. I've been teaching my little brother ALL OF MY KNOWLEDGE about drumming the last two seasons. My god.. Theres just soo much to say about him. His understanding about a DRUM and a pair of STICKS is just SO GODAMN AMAZING how he can just put those two things together and generate music. God.. THERE-IS-JUST-TOO-MUCH-TOO-SAY about Nicholas. He's already surpassed my level of drumming when I was at that age. He has passed my skills of drumming WAY BEYOND me.. My god.. I don't know what to say about him really? I just dont know.. Every single word in my mind is just going crazy right now. I'm trying to gather words to say about him but, I'm unable to come through with words for my little brother. He's going to be a drummer more than I'll ever be..

Me. *sigh.. My drumming career seemed like it was coming to an end, the beginning of Winter Season. I didn't know if I'll ever be able to get in the line. I can't stand the fact that I couldn't Drum for Winter. I really felt heart broken because of that. I'm really in love with drumming. I breathe, sleep, eat, dream, and most importantly; LIVE DRUMMING. I just can't get away.. So, right now I'm feeling really sad.. Recently I've had a talk with Jordan about me joining drumline. That talk that I had with him really got to me, but I just couldn't show it. I was bummed that my instructors, or "brothers" I should say, setup the Spring show already and they have me set already in the show? AND FOR THE NEXT SEASONS TO COME! Look I'm a sophomore, not in drumline, and I have only 2 years left to go before I graduate. I'm HELLS FOR SURE NOT READY TO GRADUATE. I WANT TO FUCKING STAY THIS YOUNG AND NOT FUCKING GROW UP. I'M NOT READY DAMNIT! I have to do something.. Jordan said they want me in Spring. I have 1 month to get back into shape and 1 month to get my chops back up. Once I'm up to parr with the drumline and all.. For me? That won't be enough. I'm going to have to take it 1 step further or maybe even get to Blue Devils status? aha Yeah, I can say that I was Blue Devils material and I was ready.. But yea.. -_- It really makes me sad and it makes me angry at MYSELF that I'm not holding a pair of sticks and don't have a snare drum strapped to me. ALL I EVER WANTED TO DO IS TO DRUM. I get SOO GODAMN ANGRY at myself for not being out there on the competition floor.. But I WANT to join Spring. and you know what? I'm going to do it. I'm determined to get everything that I've lost, and take it ALL BACK. I'll be back.. I can guarantee you that Spotty will be back in drumline.

Kimmy. Babe? These past couple weeks have been the BEST! I really LOVE YOU! =] Spring Break? Hm, you know the first week of spring break with you even thought I only say you 3 times? I don't care. All that matters is that I got to see my Kimmy Niebres over Spring Break. The Saturday when we went to the CITY was really nice hunn. =] I loved it, and YEA we finally got our day in the city together! OH and plus Katie. ahah. And how about that RE-DO? Oh wait.. It NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED. But that Tuesday tho! OMFG! THAT WAS THE FUCKING BEST DAY EVER! You fucking LOVED that day, huh? =] I love you babe. and I mean it. And that day in the Hallway at Seffan Manor! damn.. I loved that day too! =]

I love you Kimmy =]
Kimmy. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DO LOVE YOU! %1000000000! And I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.. You know that? I know better now. I love you with all my heart babe.. &I mean it.. I'll never ever ever ever ever ever ever leave you. Did you know that i love you more than shoes? =] yes I do ahah. Yea.. i just want you to know that I love you! And I don't want you to think I'm gonna "Chop N Screw" you. Because babe, I'm NOT. I'm truthfully&deeply in love with you Kimmy.. I just want you to know this. I LOVE YOU! I'm NOT GONNA "CHOP N SCREW" YOU. Just know that.. okay? I-LOVE-YOU! I DO I DO! And I hope we can keep this relationship going until forever.. Kimmy, I want to be able in the next couple years to get down on one knee, and ask you to Marry Me. So please.. please.. please.. I want you to know FULLY. I; Christopher Bascara Niebres.. LOVES Kimberly Niebres.

San Francisco

2009-03-22T18:53:00.000-07:00

I went to SF with the GF && GF's BF.

haha, um I can't really say anything. but..

I LOVE MY GF && GF'S BF!
Just read HER blog. haha =] it's better than mines..

I'll just show what the GF got me. Thank You! =]

enjoy.

Take Me!

2009-03-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

OMG. Take me to the city on Saturday! anyone?!

Yee, so like the past couple days or past week and a half. 0.o has been really nice. Me and the girlfriend has been really cool with our relationship like this. =] I'M SUPER DUPER HAPPY WITH MY LIFE. Oh babe, can you take me with you to SF if you go? =/ please? I wanna buy these

VV I love you, bye. =]

<

I NEED TO GO!! O_O"

Tues.

2009-03-10T17:44:00.000-07:00

Hello. *sigh... This morning wasn't very cool. I woke up feeling like I haven't drank anything in years. I believe I'm sick.. -_- Kim didn't get me sick. I got myself sick by not wearing a jacket yesterday morning. oh well, I made a mistake that I have to deal with. So I got to school and I was late for class because of ALLL THE DAMN HOMEWORK THAT I HAVE TO DO FROM MS. HILLS CLASS. X___X I hate her so MUCH.. But what can I do? nothing that is. I pretty cold today, since I didn't bring a jacket.. AGAIN. geez, When will I ever listen. But yea, school was school. And Kim's sick. She told me yesterday while I was leaning against her that she couldn't breathe. she was TRYING to tell me what's wrong and that she couldn't breathe. But I don't bother to listen to what she had to tell me which was really important. I should've listened to her instead of messing around like that. I've gotten her in a REAL bad condition right now. I feel bad for doing that to her.. Yekno.. lately I've been very selfish and uncaring toward my girlfriend AND unfair. I've been very moody and strictly bipolar to her as well. i don't know what I'm doing, I need to stop being like this and just stop to look at what I'm doing right now. Maybe the reason why I'm becoming like this is because of ALL THE DAMN DRUGS that I've used in my past. The drugs I've used in the past is NOW affecting me in the future, which is now. I shouldn't have done drugs in the first place.. It's not anybody else's fault but MINE. It doesn't hurt to say no. *sigh.. I have the best girlfriend of all time. she's been there 100% of the time for me. But I guess I'm not being appreciative enough for her. god.. I've been fucking up.. And I blame myself for everything. Doing drugs back then, is now fucking up my life today. But.. -_- I guess that's a mistake that I have to live with.

Now

2009-03-06T21:58:00.000-08:00

Yo, past few days sucked ass. But last Wednesday was nice. =] I made some new resolutions for my girlllfraaayeeend. I told her that everything's gonna be ALLLL STRAWBERRIES! X) hahaha. Means that it's all good baybeh. So today kim and Don came over. Don didn't know where to go and I pulled Kimmy to come over to the house and both of them kicked it at the house for a couple hours, or.. just and hour and a halfff?? dunno. fuckit. haha. we sat and watched some movies, ate foooooD, checked old bopper pics online, and ate all of my ASS CREAM. niggers.. jk love ya. Well, here's some pics for you to enjoy. I just took these because I got's a new TEEEE BEEE! I'm out. call me.

HACKED.

2009-03-01T19:22:00.000-08:00

"Hey babe!" (:
"Kimberly Niebres" was here!
I've been on the phone with this nigga for about 6 hours or more!
&Yunno what?! ..I'm STILL on the phone with him!
Spotty just said he loves me(:
Baybeh, I love you choo!

So yea, It's a new month &I have new resolutions, for only THIS month.
1. Love my boyfriend more.
2. No drama WITH my boyfriend.
3. Be happy for the rest of thee other 30 days.
4. Keep track in school.
5. Don't let my boyfriend get in the way with things. (No affence..)
6. Try to get off punishment so I could kickit' WITH my boyfriend.
7. Try to get my phone so I could CALL my boyfriend.
8. &&& Last but not least, STAY lovin' my boyfriend(:

Hahaha! =] Yes, I know i'm KAAAY-OOOTE. "I'm Princess" remember?
Ahaha! yea.. Princess(: THE NECKLACE SAYS ALL! =]
Anyways, It's almost nine and I am once again,

STILL on the phone with this guy..
I just heard him take a FAT-ASS-MF-PISSSSS!
&NOW, I needa peee! "WHINNIE-THE-POOH!"

"We-needa-pooo!" Omgahhd! -_-

BTW; Today is: March FIRST, 2009. ♥Kimmy(:

Here's the video I made for him on Thursday. Enjoy(:

I'm such a cute &concieted girl! No wonder why he loves me!

Haha, I love him alot too! A WHOLE LOT!

Fun, Loving, &Caring girlfriends like me, Make videos for their boyfriends.

Like.

2009-02-23T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hello. =] I ♥ Kim ~~Nguyen~~ Niebres.

x)

2009-02-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

Last weekend my girlfriend got me SHIT from The Hundreds, kidrobot, and HuF. Yee, just scroll down. Crackin girlfriend right? hah. She got me The Hundreds lighter and a HuF lighter too. But.. -_- photobucket wouldn't let me post that SHIT. Fuckit. Aye bay bay? No really. haha HEEEY babe, we haven't had our "Spotty & Kimmy Day" yet? =[ let's go to San Francisco over Spring Break! =D yea? cash me out, cash you out. Yadida? and i love ya. =]

♥Happy Valentines Day

2009-02-14T23:31:00.000-08:00

Baybeh. My day on Friday the 13th wasn't really a BAD day? I really thought I was going to have a bad day at school and after. But, I guess I was really LUCKY. Yea, REAL LUCKY to have thee best best most loving caring and thoughtful girlfriend of all time. And I say this with SOOO MUCH LOVE. So I woke-up this morning and what comes to mind? My girlfriend, shit.. I miss her. =/ I was suppose to go with the family to the Rodriguez comp but I woke up too late and they left early i the morning. But I managed to help thee fam load some of the equipment in the truck. So I said my goodbyes, goodlucks, Happy Valentines, and hopefully my brother gets first. I went back into my room, I rested for a while.. NO ONE WAS HOME. I was so bored. But my girlfriend called me and I didn't feel bored anymore. =] I felt really energetic! haha, I was super happy that I was talking to my girlfriend. haha. We talked for quite a long time in the morning? =/ We couldn't kickit today.. Making last minute plans? Sorry. Well my girlfriend went to SF with her mom and BF um.. BEST FRIEND. Yup, not me.. aha. They went shopping and bought a fat load of shtuff? hm, what did I get? I woonndeerr.. anywayss, The family's at comp my girlfriends in SF. And I'm at home ALONE. Talked to kim, and rode my bike and killed about 4hours just biking in the morning.. Then, I got a hold of Rodney, BK, Don, and Jerald. We decided to all do some BAD SHTUFF today. And we all went to Kim's place. There was soo many people at her house? they were all praying. Yea, so we were all there. hah, and my girlfriend calls again! I WAS SOO HAPPY. Sorry if I didn't feel happy, everyone in the room was just looking at me talk on the phone. She bought me a hat, lighter, &some kid robot shieet. ohh.. I love her, BUT justt because she bought me that stuff doesn't mean that's the reason why I love her so much. Kim, you already know how much I love you and MORE! haha. So she said that she bought me all that shtuff, but she was kinda bummed out that she couldn't get the belts & the wallets but she didn't or they didn't have anymore or just because. It's okay babe, I'll get us the matching wallet & belts. okay?=] sooo, I'm at Kim's house and we all had to get out at 9pm. I got out and left.. And I didn't know where to go? I didn't wanna go home. And what a coincidence.. My friend calls me and he says that he's watching a movie at century with his gf. So i told him to pick me up, and so we went to chill at his house. I stayed there for a bit and texted my girlfriend a little or A LOT. kinda..?? =/ aha. So, he dropped me off home and I got in my PJ'S and went to the playroom and just stayed there. *siigghh... You know? After everything that happened to day. NOT ONE SECOND IN TIME, did I stop thinking about my girlfriend. I love her sooo much. You wouldn't believe me if I told you how much love I have for her. =] Every time, I'm at home.. or out with the family.. or I'm out somewhere with my friends.. or just anywhere I'm at EVER in the world.. Kim.. you are ALWAYSS on my mind babe. Kim, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. And I say that with love. =] ♥Happy Valentines Day

=)

2009-02-11T22:12:00.000-08:00

iLove.. Kim

Spotty + Kimmy = The Sweetest Love

I like this song

2009-02-08T22:30:00.000-08:00

I don't care what you guys think! I muhfuckin love this song. =] But I love Ms. kimmay a lot more. I've been listening to this song ALL day long. well I'll make this short for tonight, because I gotta sleep in a couple minutes. *updates tomorrow.

I miss my girlfriend! mann... I wanna see her! Two months baby guurl! ^_^

2/7/09

2009-02-08T00:17:00.000-08:00

mann.. Why couldn't my girlfriend go to the crab feed on Friday? =[ I was really sad.. I missed Mrs. Kimmmy BAYBEH! haha. Yea I hella did. So like the crab feed was nice, I'll tell you more about it on Monday. =]kay? well, this morning I didn't wake-up until like 11:30 this mornin or 12.. I was sooo fcking tired. And MY GIRLFRIEND CALLED ME! She called me from her house phone. And I missed the call! I was so ready to call her back and ask wsup, but I didn't want to get her or me introuble for the day. And I was also going to ask her if I can go kickit with Don, BK, Kim, and Rodney at Kim Dao's house today. I felt soo bad that I couldn't even get a hold of her without getting in trouble. =/ soo.. I love you Kimmy =]

Kim

2009-02-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

Hello mann. haha.. "mann" OKAY. Past few days were allrriigghht. except the fact that I can't call my girlfriend anymore OR she can't call me. But she's been sneaking calls to me every night, well every OTHER night. I miss talking to her late nights.. =[ I'm sad.. I hate being sad when I can't get what I want. and WHOAH?! WTF?! I just got an IM from my girlfriend?! she said, "I LOVE YOU" and RIGHT after she signed off.. FUUUUCK! WHHHYYY??! =[ *wahh.. I WANNA WANNA TALK TO HER! ARGH.. mann, alright. 10th graders took the last exit exam to day. Algebra 1? kinda easy. I fuckin forgot about MEAN, MEDIUM, &MODE. mann.. -_- thats like thee ONLY problems in the Algebra 1 exit exam test that I didn't know. I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT SHIT! ugh.. and after school kickin it in front of the band room the past 2 days has been pretty crackin. ^_^ HEWL YEA KIMMY =] HAHAHAHA! freakin been giving you a "talk" saying that i HELLA want you. =] neega.. I FUCKIN DO THO! I love you! WTF?! why wouldn't I want "SOME" from my girlfriend? your so sexy kimmy, I wanna FCUK YOU BAYBEH!! it's alright kimmy.. =] no one reads this. Only my cousin and my friend charles. sooooo dont trip. =] oh.. AND YAAAY! I'M TALKING TO KIMMY!

Good Times

2009-02-01T21:01:00.000-08:00

Hello. I liked this weekend mann. I've met a new friend mann and like.. WHERE THE FUCK WAS HE IN MIDDLE SCHOOL! I'm so serious mann, like this guy is like hella dope mann. BK's dope mann. We gotta shmack duude. me you and don mann. haha alright. Me&Kimmy. We're doing super well right now mann, it's just that we're tryin to make up a couple days by kickin it. haha, "just kickin it?" Nah mann, watch Pineapple Express together mann. LOL. Hey baby? Let's kickit =] "ohh yeeaa mann" mann, we gotta take a vacation, "Just the two of us" hunn. We need a good day just the two of us =] I'd hella like that, and I hope that you would too? =] *sigh.. Yeea, I'll just wait til' the day that we do. but for now, we'll chill at my house and over the weekends. =] Alright baby guurl? haha I'M T-PAIN BABY! LMAO!! alright, that's all I have to say. Tune-in til next time for another blogSPOT post. Text me. I'm out. oh.. I LOVE YOU KIM NIEBRES. AND I SAY THAT WITH LOVE BABY GUURL =]

=] vs. =[

2009-01-31T00:09:00.000-08:00

Hello. sorry, haven't done any posts ina couple days. I've been sick the past week and 1/2. -_- Been coughin up blood and haven't been able to breathe at times.. But I'm getting better. that's a good thing. but just to make it even, I'm still coughing horribly. choking on my own spit? embarrassing right..? yea, well laugh all you want. so that's pretty much a brief description of where i've been. heh

kim. Hey hun. some week right? =/ yea.. I've been sick for almost a 2 weeks? but i'm getting better like you said. but i think your getting sick AGAIN. please take medicine and get a lot of rest quick. because I'M getting better now. except for the coughing.. but my coughing is getting better. i think..? 0_o yea.. so friday.. hm, what to say. =/ I've already talked to you about why you were keeping that secret from me. -_- I promise you I DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER. only you Kim Niebres.I don't know what to say? My minds so blank right now. I've told you everything that I need to tell you about how I feel about you. WHY I feel the way I feel about you. WHY I have strong feelings for you. WHY I want to be with you. But I don't think words can explain the way I feel the way I feel. god.. I just wish that there was a way to explain all of my feelings that I have built up inside of me, AND SOME.. I've tried so many ways, dreamt of so many dreams to learn and figure out a way to explain all my feelings toward you Kim. But I think I've found these 3 strong little words that can explain how I feel toward you. and its because I love you.. kim. I don't like all this drama. I wish this can all stop. So many people hating on what we have is true, so many people hating on me and you. but.. The only way to make all of that go away is to look deep into my eyes.. and remember the only person in THE WHOOOLE WIDE WORLD that has YOUR heart.. Me =] I'll make the pain go away. We just gotta TRUST and just BELIEVE each other. But most importantly; LOVE each other the most. i love you Kim Niebres.

=]

2009-01-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

iGot my new iPhone!

iloveyou Girlfriend.

I'll hit chu up later. picture updates tomorrow.

To Do List

2009-01-24T21:59:00.000-08:00

aye bay bay. Kinda stressful week for me.. =/ hated it. But my girlfriend made the week better. she ALWAYS does. My dad and my uncles went up to Tahoe friday and are coming back on Sunday evening?? aha, that ain't fair.. He said, "Only the guys are going up to the snow" But not ME?! What AM I to you then.. haha, a GIRL? fcuk that.. haha jk. Well, it's official that I'm not in DRUMLINE anymore. -_- kinda bummed out by not hearing the sound of music every Saturday music by my own hands. But then again, I have more time with my girlfriend? umm.. kinda? =/ hm, that's pretty much it that i have to say but that I love Kim Niebres ^_^

-get my geometry grade up
-start my job in Feb.
-save up $600 for SLR
-save up for speedlite
-sell my shoes/clothes
-ride my fixie more/learn more tricks
-work out
-love my girlfriend more
-love my girlfriend more
-love my girlfriend more
-be HAPPY =]
text me. im out.

Memory cube

2009-01-21T20:47:00.000-08:00

A little cube of memories =]

Enjoy.

It's a new day

2009-01-20T15:24:00.000-08:00

Yo, I'm sick.. And I went to school, which was NOT cool. Because I'm super duper sick wit it; feeling weak, cold, droopy eyed, and dizzy. And of course I feel loved. Oh and my girlfriend's getting better, her throat is starting to clear up? OH! and I cheesed for her once more today because I'm her little bay bay. =] *cheeese! What else.. Oh yea, I had to leave because i've gotten a fat ass headache.. -_- So I called up my mommy and went home. I took some ACETAMENOPHEN.. Overdose? hahahaha. pretty much, supposably it said to only take 2 tablets, instead I took 4. =] haha. I'm gonna die bebeh. JK. Well just check up on me later, ya? Okie dokie, updates later. Here's some pics that I took when I was home. And yay =] Balack Obama for president. text me. I'm out.

The King

2009-01-19T13:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Martin Luther King Jr.

Kim Dao's bday

2009-01-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

*Update

Nike SB "Venoms" sz10.5 worn x3 $85 OBO

Happy birthday Kimmay. Today was a good day. But it would have been a lot better if my girlfriend came along, but she was feeling under weather.. She's sick once again. =/ daymnit hunnay.. Get better, because I said so. So today was Kim's birthday party/kick it/do whatever. Her plans for today was to go bowling, shopping, chevy's, and watch a movie. She cut out the shopping part because it was too late the Vacaville outlets closed a little too early. I was suppose to buy my girlfriend some thing, but oh well. first round of bowling was cool, it was just too damn hot in the bowling alley? X_X Rodney is a fuckin beast at bowling! But he'd never beat me at it. =] haha, I won.. Well, he on the first round and I won the second. yes, we all went bowling twice. *damn I need a camera. after bowling was a dinner at Chevy's because bday girl wants to go eat some mexican "meat". I wasn't that hungry so I just got a Virgin Pina Colada for the night. ugh.. I had to piss hella bad to I went toward the bathroom at the gas station because Chevy's bathroom was hella nasty. I had to wait hella long at the Chevron's bathroom.. -_- gadaymn.. after that, I picked up a Monster because I was hella tired and then we left for Vallejo to watch a movie. got to the movies, got the tickets, played DDR, and went in the theatre. Mall Cop was the movie. some parts were funny and MOST of the parts was boring the FUCK outta me. After watching mall cop, we all just kicked at kim's house for the night. we could only stay at her house for an hour because they're family's going to church in the morning. cool cool. I want Kim's dad's camera yo! UGH. X__X kiss nuts.. The day was a good day. =] I liked it. except for the part when I would always think of my girlfriend every damn second. =[ I missed you, and your ALWAYS on Shpottay's mind bay bay. =] I love you, thank you and Goodnight. text me. I'm out.

I want this one.

1/14/09

2009-01-14T18:45:00.000-08:00

oh no.. What have I done. That was just a childish move that i've just done.. Just because you've had the worst 2 weeks ever, doesnt mean you take it out on your girlfriend. 1. you've got bad grades 2. Your parents take you out of Drumline almost forever, and 3. you get mad at something so incredibly not worth your time to get mad at and you do so anyways. at the end, you go around hurting the one that has you heart. It's not something you can do and get away with it. You can't get a slap on the wrist and told not to do it again for what you've done. No.. You think she deserves this? You think just because your her boyfriend it's okay for YOU to be doing that? huh? NO. Do you even have a damn clue how much you've hurt the one that has your Heart and your Love? Just think about it.. Just close your eyes and imagine yourself in her shoes getting kicked, pushed around, and pretty much harassed by your boyfriend. You'd get your damn feelings hurt so much you wont be able to breathe.

How am I suppose to fix this.. I don't know what to do anymore. it's ALWAYS me that's makin drama or some OTHER shit happen like this. She doesn't deserve this at all. She's my girlfriend for christ sake. Help me please.

1/14/09

2009-01-14T14:34:00.000-08:00

what has gotten into me.. Just for doing what I did today, I deserve a big kick in the balls, a slap to the face, and spit flying toward me. I feel like the biggest jerk of all time.. I feel like I've just committed a crime.. I feel like i've just killed a baby and i just laughed about it.. I don't know what got into me. These things NEVER HAPPEN. These things SHOULDN'T HAPPEN. But as of what happened today? It happened.. and I'm the one responsible for it. I don't know if i'm selfish? Or if i'm greedy? or if I need a lifetime of anger management and mental health.. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT?! I don't know.. I think I DO have mental issues, and I think I DO need a liftime of anger management. I'VE JUST HURT MY GIRLFRIEND FOR NO PARENT REASON. For what? Hurting my girlfriend over a damn hair extension??! I've got to be mad at THAT?! I don't know if she can actually say, "It's okay, I forgive you." Why would she forgive me for what I've just done to her over some little thing. You can't point a gun at your grandmother and shoot her, and after that say it was accident, or say sorry. NO! THEN WHY THE FUCK DID I JUST PUSH AND KICK MY GIRLFRIEND?

DJ

2009-01-12T21:24:00.000-08:00

Time to sell my Numark DJ Battle Pak.

comes with:

2x Numark TT1625 turntables

1 Numark DM950 Mixer

and built in Audio cables in both turntables.

and detachable outlet plug.

everything for $280 or make me an offer. *cash or check

Ayye.

2009-01-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

Supp. oh mann, why do I have a fat headache? O.o wth? EYE. DEE. KAY. haha. anyways.. I'm pulled outta drumline because I have a D in Geometry. X___X" gadamn.. PLUS! I'm grounded from leaving the house over the weekdays but I'm free on weekends. so I'm happy for that. =] but wait.. except wednesdays. AGHHH! I can't have the girly over until I bring those grades up. =/ well, NOW I HAVE to focus myself on THAT subject now, but I guess I was suppose to be doing that since school started? =/ yea.. FUUUUUCCCCKKK. whatev's, I got this shit. just give me a week and I'm good again. alright, saturday I had practice and after that I went to the mall. I went to zumiez with dotty because he was looking for some clothes to match his "Venoms". He didn't find anything.. But while I wa at the mall, I saw Charles Mcclanahan. haha, daat neeega ish tall yo? kinda? aha. SUNDAY; I woke up and played a little skate 2. the game's pretty sick wit it? But he graphics are boo boo.. I need to sell my DJ set. anyone that knows anyone who would like to scratch? I stopped mixing. =[ it's sad i know, but I just have no more time? I got drumline and my girlfriend to keep me SUPER DUPER busy. ^__^ don't trip kim, that's a SUPER DUPER GOOD THING. yup yup, sooooooo yeeeeeaaaaa... I'm pretty much done here. I feel much better now. =] here's some pics, enjoy. text me. I'm out.

Last Day

2009-01-05T19:08:00.000-08:00

Before I go back to school. Tomorrow + school + drumline = BAD MUHFUCKIN DAY. Except the part where I get to see my girlfriend. TODAY. O.O" Wasn't a real good day for me. I woke up at I think 10:40am this morning?? Don't remember the time, but I do remember texting the girly when I woke up. Asked her if she was coming over, but she don't know how she's gettin to my house because no one's gonna be home and she don't know if she wants to bike all the way to my house. That's over the freeway. x__x I dont know.. She said is it okay if I just go over to American Canyon with her, katie, and moki. I don't know, it was kinda far. But it really wasn't. I was debating on if I should go? Or I shouldn't go there. It was still morning and I said FUCK IT. hahaha. I'll just surprise her at her doorstep. =] The trip to her house was a fuckin nightmare! OMG! A fuckin car ran right in front of me while i was biking! That shit ain't cool. I was about to raise hell right there on the road.. nah, I couldn't do that. I lied.. I went to kim's house to see if I can surprise her but I guess the garage was open and I was gonna go in. I didn't want to go inside like that, because there were cars outside? So, I just went up the court of her house. I called her and HER PARENTS WERE HOME! Fuck that shit.. I called her and she said to just wait there. I waited it out.. Her parents left and I went down to see my baby guurl. =] FUUCK, I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN HELLA LONG! EVER SINCE CHRISTMAS DAY! I was so happy when I saw her.. Oh mann, I was about to cry nigga. OH MY GOD.. I didn't want to leave her outta my sight AT ALL. Yea, so we went inside her house and showed me briefly downstairs and she took my hand and kept on pulling me upstairs and then she showed me her room. LMAO!! It IS girly! Oh well, like I mean it's not THAT girly.. But it's cool? You got A LOT of flowers in your room hun. haha. Anyways, we were going to Solano middle to meet up with Katie and Moki. We went downstairs to leave but as soon as Kim opened the garage door, speak of the devil.. jk... BUT HER MOM WAS PULLED UP INTO THE DRIVEWAY! WHAT THE FUCK NIGGA! Another day ruined?! gadamnit.. She got introuble and so I left without her because she told me to leave and I guess she'll meet up with me. she didnt.. She had to go with her mom to Santa Rosa with her auntie. =[ whhyyy baby..? (alright, I'll finish off the blog now because I'm getting sleepy.) I met up with moki on my way to the school and we went decided to go to Katie's place. Katie wasn't home yet so me and moki kicked at the park in THE DAMN COLD. We texted Katie to come over because it was cold. We went to her house and sat down and watched tv for a bit. We went upstairs to play the wii, and after that we got hungry. Went down to Jack In The Box, ate there, moki left, me and katie went to her place. On our way there her brother stopped in the middle of the street yelling at Katie to come with her back home. I thought in my head that.. "WTF?! I'm getting EVERYONE introuble today!" Katie told her brother to get my bike at her place and drop me off home. I said it's okay I'll walk to her house and get my bike myself and go home. I didn't want to waist his gas.. I got there, got the bike, said thanks, and said goodbye to Katie. I was riding in the dark.. -.- I don't know why I decided to get up this morning and do what I just did today. I'm so dumb for this.. It was POINTLESS for me doing that. I got my girlfriend introuble for seeing her & got my girlfriend's bestfriend introuble for being out I guess.. I'm badluck, stay away from me. Today was just a "Natural Disaster".. I'm sorry. =/ Oh here's something from today. Everywhere I go your on my mind hun. I love you =] Text me. I'm out.

New Years

2008-12-31T19:32:00.000-08:00

Shaaaboobaalaaboopie. What's crackin. New Years eve, and only a few more hours til' its TIME FOR 09! I'm just gonna make this short. Saturday - Today has been the best days of the break =]. Why? Because my friend(brother) from Virginia came down and we kicked it thee WHOOOLE time. Saturday was the best day tho.. =] haha. OH! AND Monday becuss cuss, we went shopping at SF. (NO HOMO) *and kim, even tho we slept in the playroom.. It doesn't mean it's called "Broke Back PLAYROOM" GAAD..ahah* All me mike did at SF was shop, and played games at GameStop. It was hellurr fun. I had a fat crowd around me at gamestop playing Rock Band 2, and Mike made grown men cry on the New Naruto fightin game. =] BWUAHAHA! Crazy shiet.. Alright nothing else to say, except play beedeo gamess all day. Here's some pics. enjoy =] (sorry, I didn't have my cannon with me. I had to use a Nikon) I'm out. text me, baby.

I MUHFUCKIN LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND TO DEATH ^_^

Merry Christmas *LATE

2008-12-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

Sorry Mr. Blogger. =[ I'm kinda late on my update for CHRISTMAS.

Merry Christmas! =]

I'm going to put some pics from thee Christmas Eve party. So, I'll sleep on this until then.

*For all you girls

I'm thee Boyfriend that muhfuckin shit's on YOUR Boyfriend.

nigga..

Monday pt. 2

2008-12-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up and posted some shit already. I TRIED to sleep but it didn't work.. So I just played video games all day. But Justin and Balls call to ask if I was doing anything today. I guess I could go? But I was still kinda debating if I should go out because all of the roads were wet and it looked like the clouds were gonna come for round 2. =[ bitch.. I took the risk. I got ready, got the fixie and headed toward the plaza cause that's where they were. "GameStop" tho. OMG! It was so damn cold riding a bike downhill! *duhh.. dumb nigga.. -.- I put my hood on to keep my head a little bit warm from the wind. But as I was going downhill the top of my hood caught the wind and pulled my hood all the way back.. x_x THAT'S THE FUCKIN GAYEST SHIT. I couldn't do anything about it because I wanted to get to the plaza fast for a drink. I was thirsty.. Arrived at GameStop and I saw Justin and Balls outside of rubios. They said Don was here so I checked up in GameStop. He was playin the DUMBEST GAME! I don't even know what it was, so.. yee. We stayed there talkin about what we should do next. "Should we go pick up Balls's fixie? Or go to Justin's house and just play Left 4 Dead all day?" I don't care.. Let's just go somewhere, I needed to lay down because of this damn headache. I had to get some new earphones so that I can slap. My friend's dog tore my shit up.. *AHH! god.. Whatever, we headed toward BestBuy for some headphones. I but the bike somewhere so I don't have to carry the damn thing around in the store. Went inside to get the shtuff. I found some headphones and I gurped them. Ball's wanted somethin too so I took that shit. "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NIGGA!". omg.. we were messing with this damn automatic camera for dumbass long.. =]. It had a camera and a screen for us to see ourselves and how we look. I looked so high.. but I wasn't. After that shit.. We went to the game section. Don went to play Mario Cart and me justin and balls just watched him suck at it. NEXXXT we saw Rock Band 2! yay. we stayed there and played for a little. I liked the game? It's pretty saucy cuddy. Get it bitch O.O". OMG! playing that damn game for almost 21/2 hours straight! phew.. It was so tiring, yet fun. As we played rock band we had people crowd around us just watching and being amazed at us playing the game. =] Showing off is coool I guess.. "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NIGGA!" aha. This one rocker couple told us to play something because he said he likes this shit, and he likes how people play.. OR ID ON'T KNOW NIGGA?! I'm just hear to play music and have fun, yadida? anyways, we played Cop Suey for them. They applaud us.. HA! we're just playing a game! and we get some fans!? WOOOOW. Nice. =] ugh.. We were all sweating... Me, Balls, and justin playing Rock Band 2 for 2 hours straight. oh nd don was just watching us.. =] hah. my bad cuddy for leavin you out. AFTER PLAYING ROCK BAND 2 FOR HOURS. we left.. Justin and Balls had to go somewhere. But me and don were free for the night. So we called up Kim Dao to see if we could kick it there. (oh I had my bike =] forgot about that aha) She said yea. So me and don came over. We saw justin pull up on the drive way??? WTF? whatever. We all went inside and started freeloading. hah. BUT my mommy called me saying that I had to go home now because I can't be out too late. it was 9pm. I went home and whatever.. blah...blah....blah... Other than that shit.. THE DAY AT BESTBUY WAS THEE BEST. CATCH ME ON THE DRUMS AT BESTBUY YOU BEEZY.

alright.. I'm hearing shit about me&her. But specifically me though. I heard that I'm with Kim because I want her money and just to hit it, and quit it. wow, tell me that's alotta BULL! Tell me WHY would I do that?! I don't do that shit! Do think I'd LIKE to get my ass killed?! NIGGA FUCK THAT SHIT! I guess THIS is the reason why I can't get any sleep because of what people think I might do. Or what my girlfriend thinks that I might do this to her.. Probably this is the reason why I'm stressin a lot the past week. I don't know.. I don't do that AT ALL. I hate how people gossip about things, and assume shit. Come on.. Why would I do that to someone I love and care about. I haven't done that to NO ONE nigga. Mann.. I really love this girl. =] It's like I've known her all my life. Like, why can't any of my friends accept the fact that I REALLY LOVE HER. Kim Niebres is the best thing that's ever happened to me. =] I can't wait to see you hun. I love you. I'm out. Text me.

Monday

2008-12-22T11:26:00.000-08:00

Been up since 3. I'm not tired at all and I've had only a couple hours of sleep the pass 2 days. SATURDAY there was drumline practice and I almost blacked out. It was a gruesome practice =[. I couldn't sleep that night.. I pretty much slept at 7am and woke up at 10am. =/ It was a SUNDAY. fuck this shit.. haha. I went shopping and bought something for my girlfriend. I WAS going to get some AJ 3's for me and the girly, but they didn't have my SIZE in them. And they didn't have anymore for the kids size. ugh.. it'd be saucy if we both matched with some Jays over thee Holidays and we be wearin them in the bay. =] ahaha. gaaay.. Anyways, I saw hella poeple over at the mall? Marcus, Leander, Britney, Jessay, Angelo, and Chris. Not THAT many people.

1. I HAVE A MUHFUCKIN HEADACHE!

2. I MISS MY MUHFUCKIN GIRLFRIEND!

3. I LOVE MY MUHFUCKIN GIRLFRIEND!

So tired..

Tis' The Season To Be Jolly

2008-12-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

Only 4 more days til' Christmas. =] But I think it's 3 more days for me.. Haha me and mike finna go to the mall at 12am on the 24th for some Jays to wear for the Holidays. I'm just finna gurp them off of a little kid or somethin. Kinda messed up? NIGGA.. FUCK! NO! I'm not payin a couple hundred for some shoes that I can take from a little KID. Update on the FINALS tho..? ugh.. That shit was crazy, haha. I was shmackin during my tests because I thought it'd make me not too stressed on my tests. But it was weird cause I think I saw my test and the words started to transform. damn RED TRANSFORMERS. That nigga Markel tho.. LMFAO!! We popped 2 during second period, and after that we went to break. It kicked in tho after 20 minutes. I was with the girly and I was shmackin. Everything looked so jolly . haha. All of a sudden I see markel up in my face and his eyes are DUMMY ASS WIDE OPEN. He's all saying, "Spot?! This shit's outrageous O_O." HAHA. That nigga scared the hell outta me.. Anyways.. The tests seemed so easier and not too stressful for me. I didn't procrastinate which was good. =] It was a nice day.

Hm, that friday though.. =/ The whole day was kind of a REALLY bad day to start off the Holiday break. It's ALWAYS so damn cold in the morning, my friends SK got stolen, and I hardly got to see the girly. =[ after school, she tried to call me but I didn't answer the phone because I couldn't feel my iPhone vibrate in my pocket.. *haha. Sorry hun.. I threw my hat and I broke my sticks because I was so mad that I didn't see you.. HARDLY got to see you. =[ but oh well. I was wondering if kim could come to the christmas party with me in concord, but my parents left me early because they thought that I was going to watch a movie with the girly. I TRIED to make up that day since I hardly got to you the whole day. it's okay. I'll see you over the break. =] OH! and we're going to SF for SURE. But we just gotta take bart there. okaaaaay? yea. Love ya, and tune in next time for my post. text me Kimmy. =]

Final week

2008-12-16T21:13:00.001-08:00

Oh shit.. Fuuck, I got fials this week. I'm kinda scared tho that I might not pass. Stupid Camerino is dead yo.. -.- dumb pino nigga. Shit. That nigga's in the hospital for sucking too much dick that's why. psh.. HE CAN'T TEACH AT ALL!! ugh.. my god.. whatever, I studied enough for Geometry. English; I'll pass it. History; I'll pass it. Biology; I'll pass it. Filipino?; um.. thangina.. Yee, I'll pass it. Drumline's been aight tho. The line's progressing and we're learning new shit. 7-8 Pump(remix), Winter show SNOLO, annd triplet diddle pimp my ride.

Argh.. I need to get to the CITY! NOW! I want that "Disney & The Hundreds" collaboration tee's! whatever.. I'll get there next week with the girly. Cash me out, cash her out. yee. Fuuck, i needa get some new tires for the fixie too. And I need to save up for all white deep V rims. =[ $200 for alla that.. Christmas is my favorite time of year. Not just because I like getting presents and money.. well, M A Y B E. I dont know, but this may sound gay to you but I dont care. I love Christmas because it makes me feel all good inside. Like there's this feeling that I don't want to let go of. It feels so wonderful, like Christmas makes me SUPER happy. I can't explain the feeling that I get when it comes to christmas but, it's just a wonderful feeling.

Girly. Just to make this clear with you okaay.... I LOVE YOU. Yes I do =]. It's only been a week and I've fallen in love with you. I feel like I've known you forever. It's weird? But in a good way tho. yess =]. hm.. what did we do today? Ooh, went to school, I saw you there, we hugged, kissed, hugged again, kissed again, and after school I left you to go inside the band room to keep myself warm instead of staying outside with you and keeping you warm.. I'm sorry babe. =/ But, then I came outside and kept you warm because it was DUMMY cold outside. aha. oh and then you had me smell this lotion?? and you put it up agaimst my nose and you squeezed it on my lips and cheek. -.- it went INSIDE of my MOUTH hun. gosh.. It tastes so BAD.. But its okay, You wiped it clean off my face. Then I had to go home real quick to get my sweats and hoodie for d-line practice. Hey, I told you to stay here and wait for me so you wont be too cold walking with me in the rain and in this icy cold weather. But, you told me you love and you'd go with me. =] haha. thanks but you didnt have too? I would have been back in time to say one last goodbye to you before you'd leave me and go home and not see me. aha. Alright that was just a shorty for the bloggy. I am truley, deeply, in love with you Kim. I'm out. text me.

It was Friday Night and i was feelin aight

2008-12-13T07:04:00.000-08:00

Sorry no pics, comin soon..

ugh.. last night was fun, then it kinda ended up a little shitty for me.. Because of what I assumed that was happening. Yeeeaah, nevermind that. After school stayed at the school for a bit and was with the girlfriend. Hi kim, love you. Me kim, rice and aliyah was suppose to come over. Well, rice and aliyah couldn't come over. So it was just me and the girly that walked home to MY house. We stayed at the house for a bit and watched TV, and I ate some cereal. mmm.. Kix. Marcus called saying that him and gary are comin over too. Marcus earned $80 just to pik up some shirts at gary's house and hang them up because gary's too damn lazy to do it himself. jk.. Marcus didnt get shiet.. hahaha. I had to killsometime so I popped in an old drumline vid of SPMS. *Ocean's 11. Watched the intro, the drumline, and some pics on the dvd. eh.. I didnt feel like it, I just put it in because I was bored and sleepy. idk.. ANYWAYS. it was time to go to the school. There was no room in the truck, so marcus and gary went with my mommy in the little red carrr, and me and kim stayed a the house to wait for my dad to get out of the BATHROOM. he had to go boo boo.. he got out and we left. We got there and then I saw Joey and rice giggin. haha, they got in trouble by uncle rich for the music being too loud. ?_? the music was damn near off.. Couldnt hear SHIT. Yup. Before we performed we all ate. Kimmy fed me.. =] thankkksss A L O T. Not much happened after the band all ate, just that the drumline had to warm up, our instructors werent there except for Stephanie, and the whole band had to set up the student union for the performance later. Yeeeeeaaaaah.. The student union was PACKED! Well, there wasn't THAT many people there. Jazz band performed first and then band, after that we migrated to the big gym for the rest of the performance for thee evening. It was full band, after full band it was DRUMLINE. We performed last.. ugh.. what ever, save the best for last? yee we set up and JJ was keeping taps for tempo. He fuckin tappe for hella long and he said to shake it out after that long ass tap.. DAMNIT NIGGA! We played ATX and GREENLIGHT. ugh.. we didnt touch that touch in weeks.. It was alright, i kept on fuckin laughing tho because it was so dumb and hella funny whenever JJ would do something. LMFAO! I tried to hold it in but I'd always look at my GIRLFRIENNNNDDD. =] You fuckin sexy bitch ass nigga.. we performed Greenlight and YEA. we're done.. after that I stayed with my girly for the night. This is when it got a little shitty at the end of the night.. Rice and kim were talkin about SOMEONE or talking about SOMETHING. I asked them to tell me but they said i might do something really bad, or be super mad. I guessed what it was and I was kinda mad, jealous, and worried all at the same time. I left them to think about it a little. I went to drum.. ohh.. I can't believe it. but, I dont know if its TRUE or NOT. I assumed that what it looked like. I cooled off after I thought about it and a drummed for a little bit. Kim and I talked about the whole thing. I trust YOU and you trust ME. I'm not mad, I was really worried that you might turn around and leave.. But, then again. I know that we love eachother too damn much to even think that way, or for ME to think that way. I'm sorry, I love you, and i'm not mad. let's just erase EVERYTHING that happened tonight, and move on like it never happened. I'm out. text me.

=[ =/ =]

2008-12-09T22:35:00.000-08:00

hi Kim.

I love you.

Holidays

2008-12-07T20:25:00.000-08:00

well.. I didnt actually BLOG all about you Kim =] I blogged about me for a little bit. haha your stuff is the one down there VV. Wow I haven't blogged in long ass time and this is like my first blog i think?? Besides the other blogs VV down there. I was just trying make some extra money =/. So, anyways.. What was i gonna say again...?? shit.. uhh.. um.. OH YEAH! I was TOLD to BLOG for SOMEONE. So, I'm going to start off with me =D. Everytime i meet new friends or they know me and THEN i finally meet them, they only know me by "Spot" because hardly ANYONE knows my real name! ahem* Which I'm NOT going to say haha, sorry beezys but if you wanna know my REAL name then I'm sorry you cant because I SAID SO! HAHAHAHA! Anyways.. My name Spot. I was in the sixth grade and I was in band. It was Wednesday and "Wacky Tacky Day". I wanted to dress up for wacky tacky day so I spiked my hair, i put on this white short sleeve shirt with my sleeves and army pants. OH! and my dad sprayed hair coloring on my spikey hair. He just sprayed teal spots all over my spikey head. haha. So, i went to school like that blah..blah..blah.. I wet through the day fine like that, you know how wacky tacky day is. =] haha. I was in Springstowne Middle School band. After school I stayed for band practice and after band practice I stayed a little while longer Drumline practice and i didnt really know about drumline, AND I wasnt planning on joing drumline back then. haha =p. So, there i was thee only one in the band room drumming on my drum pad sitting down on the stool drumming along with the other kids. While i was playing the drumline stopped and i was just listening to them arguing i think?? But yea, they had a problem; one of their basses quit on them because of some dumb shit, IDK? Then one of thee instructors told me to hop on a bass and they told me to play some exercises that i know. So, i played for them and right then i got the Spot! Yea, I was a little GERBER on top bass(1st Bass) in Drumline. Towards the end of the practice, the instructors had us introduce ourselves to the instructors and the other members in drumline because WE A FAMILY =] haha. So, I said my name and the others said theirs.. The instructors couldnt memerize all of our names so they nick named us. So, my instructor Catap called me Spot because I had spots in my hair. =] yeeeeeeaaaaaaaaa. thats my story. =]

Kimmmy ; kim kim kim.. tsk tsk.. The first time i met you, you looked like Christmas Morning =]. Well, even tho I hardly knew you. Remember you were like MY BITCH the first day? haha. *come here kimmy!* hahahaha. Bitch ass Nigga.. =] yea, it was crackin the first couple of weeks. OH. MY. GOD. haha, and whenever it was Wednesdays I would ask you to come over and kick it at my house with Marcus, Rice, and Aliyah. Marcus STAY BEIN ON THE COMPUTER CUSS! Then aliyah&rice would go into the playroom and ahem*.. play video games i guess..? haha yeeeaaaaa.. Me&You would go upstairs and watch TV -.- HELLLLLA FUCKIIN BORIIING. haha, we'd go on my bed and watch tv and I'd lay down on your lap. every now and then I'd bite your thigh, or I'd bite your arm or something =x. "Love Bites?" aha. I'm such a peerrvv... BWUAHAHA! after I would try to bite you you'd say you'll tickle me? Fuck that shit, YOU DIDMT EVEN TICKLE ME! HAHA! you lied.. yea. we had this bad arguement but, it was all my fault.. You had nothing to do with it. I just fucked it up right there and we didnt talk for a couple weeks.. I take all the blame for that shit. =/ ANYWAYS. Kimmy; your my new friend, my nigga, and I FUCKING LOVE YOU MORE THAN SHOES!! =P I'm out. text me. =]

Love Bomb

2008-07-30T14:54:00.000-07:00

Stussy "world tribe" sz. M $13

Orisue "Do The O' thing" sz. M $13

Krew tee sz. M $13

Old Navy smoke Grey blue stripes sz. M $10

Stussy "teal plaid button-up" sz. M $15

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2008-07-28T11:58:00.000-07:00

Nike sb lucky 7 sz. 10

Trade me Nike sb "Space Tiger's" or Nike sb "Skate or Die's"

or pay it $200 or $150

ask me about more pics. this is just temporary.

Nike sb P Rod 2 sz. 10.5 $70

Nike sb Blazer "Dolphins" sz. 10.5 $50

2008-07-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

Obey tee, size XL $15

Lrg tee, size XL $15

Stussy longsleeve, size L $15

H&M Jacket, size XL $25

Green APL Tree, size XL $30

Krew Jeans, size 32x32 $15

2008-07-06T13:32:00.000-07:00

All nike sb's are $48 obo. except the Ice creams, they go bye bye for $18

LRG, see?

2008-03-02T19:02:00.000-08:00

Nigga i bumped up the damn 6.0's because i need to get rid of them damnit. im getting allergies from them, BUY MY SHIT NIKKUH!

Nike 6.0's smoke blue/beige
no scuffs, no creases
10.5 mens, $40

Nike sb blazer "Vanilla Ice"
no scuffs, no creases.
10.5 mens , $50

LRG tee white/yellow/pink (tennis dude?lol)
used. washed recently.
XL, $15

LRG tee white/red/black/light gray
worn 3x, washed once .
XL, $15

LRG tee purple/orange
used, washed recently.
XL, $15

Nike orange windbreaker
worn once, washed once
size L, $20

Zoo York smoke gray/purple lettering
used, washed recently
XL, $15

Live Mechanics
used, washed recently
XL, $15

2008-02-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

size L

worn 3x, washed once.

$35

Girbauds

waist 36, used, washed recently.

$35

done.

2008-02-21T23:21:00.000-08:00

Heylo. Havent been on in a couple of days. But.. Its been kinda frustrating and very selfish.

I finally opened my eyes and realized what I've become. I know that for almost one year now that I have been blinded by what I thought was cool, and popular enough to get attention. Was it peer pressure? Maybe, maybe not to some people.. For ME. I just wanted to look cool and make them think I wasn't "weenie". Because I thought that I wanted to be like them? ME DOING THAT BAD STUFF?! No.. I finally found myself and looked ahead on where I was going with this. It didn't help me.. Not one bit did this help me.

Yea. I was probably "the favorite". Or the brother that you never had. Who cares if I did turn away from you guys. I did the RIGHT THING.

You know.. People are starting to think that this IS bad.. Duh, like only for a hand full of you know what I'm talking about. I know what I had to do to get myself out of that path. Where is that gonna lead me? No where! All its going to do is kill me. I may have already mentioned this to some but: If you think real hard and wonder what WOULD have happened to your life if you have smoked that weed. Wouldn't you be learning more, doing better in school, helping mankind and not by screwing it up by letting the world down by sparking a single "joint"

I know is "live Above The Influence"

Nerf Day.

2008-02-12T19:04:00.000-08:00

wow.. damn, twice that my f**** English teacher didnt come to school today. In 1st period, Turner had us play super soccer with a BIG ASS SOCCER BALL. got pwned hella bad in the face yo, then came back down and got my ass broke.. ahh, it kinda got a little hot today. fuckin wore shorts damit.. oh yea. Jenny asked me to "come" toward her for something? i guess she needed to talk to me..? hm, weird. went over and JB kept her from asking me something. *i think she like me?* nahh..

walked home and started playing the 360. freakin Danielson calls me and couldnt here what he was sayin, then jay calls me and tells me that they're both outside. they're bored and wanna kick i guess. *FOBS. all day we played a free-for-all of NERF. hella bullets.. i couldnt even get any headshots. LMAO, danielson got the most head hits by Jay, me, and Dotty. haha, then pulled out the rocket launcher and started shootin danielson and me.. damnit jaypee.. THEN. we all went outside to play NERF baseball. so, so, so, gay. im done..

hello. evening.

2008-02-11T21:35:00.000-08:00

ugh. Lost my xbox live connection earlier.. but, now I'm back on so.. Its all good. This is my second blog I guess in 1 day and I made it with the iPhone. Came across one of my old ex's pic, and kinda miss her but that was back in the 6th grade and probably forgot all that and left it behind. OR I'm so desperate that I need a gf. Psh.. women. Just kidding. "They aight" haha.

Damn.. After school I tried bending a quarter just because my friend______mentioned it in 2nd period I wanted to try for myself. I've been trying to. Bend it with my hands all after noon..*whaat a looserr. You know how in that one episode in Spongebob where spongebob bends the quarter with his teeth? yea.. dont try that. you'll get braces a second time. NOT ThAT I NEED BRACES AGAIN..

Oh. yea I would like to go on a date with her just as friends. I wonder if she'll say yes if. I ask her? It would be nice.

First, blog, kix.

2008-02-11T10:58:00.000-08:00

Hey yo, this is my fisrt blog, and I'm selling some kix. Haha no.. Buy my shit.

Nike 6.0's sz10.5
m/o $70, $55 pickup.
worn 4x. *No lowballers